Rounded phantasms
With shredded cheese smiles.
What would you like and where
Says the voice from the corner.
I listen intently
But my ears are sewn up.
It sounds like hamburger meat.
A house
Near my house’s street
Was burgled
Last week,
And I wasn’t in the county.
I found a hand saw
And went to work
On my tree house.
Colored with sauerkraut
And bleeding childhood,
I took it apart.
And built a fake airplane
To sit in
And eat tomato soup.
Month: August 2016
August 11, 2016
To capture a dream,
The nightmares seem simpler.
Mostly because we wake up
Still feeling them:
The terror of our classrooms
Turning into sewers
Filled with bees.
The look on Father’s face
As he turns to stone,
Collapsing to dust.
We sweat our tears out.
But the good ones.
They seem to evaporate,
Leaving almost no trace
but perhaps a smile.
Why does terror
Last
Over joy?
When we try to record them,
Our pens lose steam
As our visions dissipate
From the mind’s eye.
The smile is left,
But frustration takes over.
Why must I dream
Of joy and fear,
But only keep
My fear?
August 10, 2016
Is it worse to wake
In a parking lot
Ablaze,
Or to stumble through
A door in time
And live that one
Nightmare you always remembered
In living technicolor
All over again,
As you watch the pins
Fall into place
And exhale because they know
It’s about to happen,
And you scream,
But
There’s social tape
Stuffed inside your
Throat?
August 9, 2016
I promise,
if they told you
just to wait for winter
to feel something stirring
under your surface,
that they were only
partly wrong.
Time is a factor of the heart
in the sense that everything is,
but now and again,
when the sun sets on your
Daily sin,
you’ll feel something pass
through your chest.
it may be a sparrow
or an eagle,
or some existential exit
strategy.
But every day,
you will feel something.
August 8, 2016
Pull the sheets up, envelopes over the eyes.They have tiny toothpick sticks propping them and stopping them in their tracks. That is of course, if eyes had tracks. Like a train on its way to a town in the West. When I close them, the neon blues and reds and whites shine freedom of thought
Unrestricted.
America keep me quiet.
America, the movies in my mind will not cease. Projecting black mixed with daytime questions. The show is not finished until the house lights come up.
Oh God. It’s 4:31 in the morning, and the streaks of sun sneak in between the curtains. Like flipping a page, the end is here and the next is in sight, pulling at dreams by bootstraps.
And when the dawn breaks like joyful Jewish glass
And I fall into my car,
I am crying.
The insomniac paradise of
Raindrops on my windshield,
Drumming like a ticking clock.
Sea salt of beauty in the air.
They are breathing and loving,
Overcome by the madness and the passion
Of this sleepless life.
[Because what is the point of breaking
Your day in half?
When you have only so many hours, don’t think that wasting
a handful is pardonable.]
Oh, tears of joy.
August 7, 2016
I fell in love with the air
Line stewardess
As she pantomimed
With a hint of a smirk
And deft movements efficient.
I imagine what she does at home.
If she stands in front of a mirror,
Sharing varying smiles
To see which is best to flash
For 12 hours each and every day.
Does she demonstrate
The proper uses of the under seat
Flotation device to her cat?
I don’t know why,
But I picture her alone.
August 6, 2016 by Elliott Neal
Prairie
The thickly buzzing wood hornet,
runs along a gravel utility road,
crying out to the damp morning:
“Prairie, my sweet democratic landscape!”
Across the flat broken dirt of yesterday’s crop,
the wind flees from the east,
tosseling and juggling the prepubescent wheat.
The wheat is green like the sacred,
and the sun reclines towards the upward gravity.
As the drainage ditch renders a new pool,
the blessed groundhog roams and cuts his teeth,
on the bleeding heart of the brush weed.
He simply meets the market value,
waiting for his capital gains.
The dark chested blue bird moans,
her crushed and scavenged eggs.
Aborted by the hunger of crows,
the violaceae turn their faces forward,
to the mourning sun.
Voices can be heard.
The day of many has begun,
and the maintaining of livelihood,
continues with eons of practice.
The irrigator needs adjusting,
while the spray heads all attached to combinations.
In his hands,
lays the mesopotamian tradition.
Warm dedication to diligent labor,
radiates from the ground,
while the unprocessed carcass of earth,
prays to nothing but herself and the centralization,
of purpose.
The white squirrel frantically seeks solitude,
in the confines of an oak,
while the Middle American seeks solitude,
in the confines of his land.
August 5, 2016
Dance on the crispness of a lily pad,
Without dragging it down and soaking it through.
Once you figure out the weight ratio
Of hopes to dreams to steps to rhythm,
Then teach it to your children
So it won’t die with you.
August 4, 2016
Wound up soldiers
Who march so in time
And delicately,
Like stepping on silk sheets
Eggshell thin.
Reminds me of her skin,
All lunar pale
In my dream with
Rube Goldberg machines
Which tumble through hallways
Declaring love.
August 3, 2016
Rotten wood houses,
Green and serene,
Waiting for their owners,
Singing folktale songs,
To jump through the broken windows,
But the air marches in
Through panes all full of shards
And spider homes,
And tell the walls
The honest year.
Slapping hands
All over their ears,
The lumber swings open
The door and waits so
Patiently
for the oxygen
To get bored.